Week 36

You know how you always hear horror stories about those crazy pregnancy hormones? Well I haven’t really experienced any of that… up until now. I’m out of control. I woke up this morning and I just felt like crying. So I cried. Then I got over it and ate some breakfast, but after breakfast I cried some more. The truth is I just feel ugly! Inside and out. I look in the mirror and I see is saggy stretch marked boobs, a floppy EXTREMELY stretched marked behind, nasty thighs with cellulite, gross damaged hair, icky acne scare face … oh my, the list goes on. I think to myself, “How could Daniel stand me?” and I weep. And no matter how many people tell me I have a wonderful “pregnancy glow” I just feel the same way. There’s my pregnancy update. Oof